I have a love/hate relationship with life

first two pictures YOUAREONLYOUNGONCE

Lately it's been too much. It's tough. I'm pretty weak, I think this world is gona eat me someday, well not the world, but people. yeah, people. people. funny shit. I realized that I smoke way too much when I'm down. but I smoke a lot when I'm happy too. pitiful, isnt it? I'm turnin 17 on the 19th. I dont really feel like it. I'm always down in the months of may/ june. schools tough too... well science. the rest is easy. but oh math, oh physics, oh chemistry... see uu bitches!

pictures taken from my holga camera. Film is cheap but developping costs shit load. what a fuckin pity. I'd like to take more. first two pictures taken at Paleo festival last summer & the 3rd is some building in geneva that I photographed while in ze car. see u bitches xx

via codyjune. lovely shittt. too bad it's getting warmer, no actually not. but I'll keep this in mind fo fall

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You don’t miss him, you miss the memories.

some old scans I found while deletin old files. all pictures by jalouse magazine

good ol' Neue Deutsche Welle. listen to this after havin a couple of glasses of wine hahaha :)

Do these dreams have any meaning?

vintage blazer&lace body.levis shorts.h&m wedges.chanel bag

Fuck feeling inadequate. Fuck laying in bed thinking about everything you’re not doing. Fuck feeling like time is running out. Fuck self image. Fuck his perfect face. Fuck your unwashed hair. Fuck not trying hard enough. Fuck the internet. Fuck colds. Fuck being alone. Fuck loneliness. Fuck having to do it all over again tomorrow. Fuck youth. This isn’t youth. This isn’t freedom and weightlessness. Fuck not feeling young. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck this. brokenmachine